MEMORIES <#3

♥ Monday, August 14, 2006

okok. chi Os results is out. and i got a B3.

acctually i expected a B4.

cos i know i flung my oral and paper2.

but still aimed for a A1 lahs.

then in de end got B3.

i dono whether shld i retake not lehs.

de decision is killing me!!

my dad say is up to me.

my gor say don't retake.

cos last time he and me sis oso got b3 also never retake.

arghs.

but mr hafiz say until he wanted de whole class to retake.

haish.

how?!? >.<

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♥ Friday, August 11, 2006

alright. this entry will be a follow-up of my last entry.

this will be sort of a test to see how much did you know about me.

i have two very strict parents especially my dad.

he is always only worried of my studies and nothing else.

he has a very bad temper which may flare up all of a sudden unexpectedly, unreasonably and just because of small matters.

so that's my life having to endure his temper.

that's not all.

he always unreasonably quarrel with my mum, scold my mum or give her cold shoulder just because of small matters.

what's more is that he does not have a job currently which means he is at home everyday from morning to night.

that's the reason why i don't like to go home so early everyday after school.

but i have no choice.

and that's my shit life at home.

living a life of stress from studies and family problems.

furthermore when im at home im not allowed to watch tv, not allowed to use comp, not allowed to listen to radio, not allowed to take naps.

the only thing im allowed to do guang ming zheng da is to study, study and study.

so do you get a picture of my life yet?

and do you understand why im such a 'disciplined' girl yet?

however i do know that al those grumbles about my dad will become grateful words of how my dad has brought me up and disciplined me into such a good person when i become successful one day.

so i realised i just have to get on with my life and move forward no matter what.

=)

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10:00 AM

♥ Wednesday, August 02, 2006

Hmms.Mr lai is ever so good and understanding.

He asked about my family probs and asked about my dad too.

He is so nice right?

I doubt only a few of you know me really that well as much as he know about my family background.

He's the sceond teacher i've known so far who is so good.

The first teacher is my pri school teacher mr yeo.

He left the sch when I was around pri five.

He went to study university.

He even asked me to write letters to him,

but i never write b4 except for a new year card.

I think he moved house le.

Any way, he's back at the pri school taching.

Ex students often went up to him asking him whether he remembered them

but he will say I taught so many students before so can't rmbr you all.

I never dared to walk up to him to ask him coz everytime he saw me,

he will ask me how am i doing now and about my studies.

I always felt like I had let him down in PSLE.

I know he expected me to get into a better sec sch and he will nag at me for not doing so well. Now its mr lai taking over his place of nagging me.

So i've decided to work hard for chem and not make him be disppointed.

He may hav nagged at me that i've changed alot from sec 1

but I feel that my character has not change.

Its juz my behaviour changed abit thats all.

yan signing off...

Xiao mAo Ai MiaOomiAoO*~ ^^

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