MEMORIES <#3

♥ Sunday, August 28, 2005

happiee-*

lalala~*

hahs.. yeahs

i now finalli tryin to 4gt him le

yea.. coz veri less mention him n c him le

hahs tryin to avoid him lols

both zz n zxx

hope dem last 4eva..

zz n carrot

xzz n lao po

juz wan dem to be happiee 4eva..

i dun care bout dem animore

i juz wan miself to be happiee too

lols.. dun wanna be sad le..

coz i dun like ppl hu make mi sad

i like ppl hu make mi happiee

n laugh all dae long

tats enuf..

tats wad i juz ask for..

no sad..

no tears..

everi1 to be happiee! (",)

smilex! =D

wahahas~*

kekez.. later goin to wake up at 12 midnite

hahs.. coz goin wif daddy to pick up mummy

lols.. 12 midnite orhs..

scary hors?!?

hahs oso dunnoe if i can wake up mahs

lols.. endin here for todae..

ah yan signin off le...

♥ YAN Blogged @

12:11 PM

♥ Saturday, August 27, 2005

blehx! =P

hmm.. mi long time no blog le..

coz nv online mahs

tis whole week nv online hahs

coz wanted to get rid of de addiction to internet

lols.. lame ritex

tis wk happened lots of things..

but dono how to put down in words here..

todae in class..

i suddenli look up n saw his class walkin pass

den i quickli turn mie heaad to check if he passed yet

but at tat moment..

he is juz ritex outside..

den our eyes meet...

yea.. tats de 1st time we eye contact after

wad felt like ages??

hmm.. mayb bahs

den i shocked so i like quite angry den quickli turn away hurriedli

den lie mie head on de table...

tats wad i everitime do..

lie mie head on mie table

wheneva he walked passed

so as to not c him n her..

yea.. so its like tat

den after skool saw him again in canteen..

arghs y todae kept seeing him sia

huff! den hope he nv c mi...

oh yahs ystdy went home de time..

wif cynthia n dolyce

den when cynthia n i was goin to drop off

de door juz close at mie face

when i hav walked down de stairs halfay

wad de...

stoopid uncle!?!

blind izzi???

huff! i noe i veri small size

acctualli is short!!!

but oso dun need like tis wad

arghs! hahas

den dolyce kept laughin on de bus..

den cynthia n i kept scoldin de bus driver

while walkin back home

lols den kept laughin too

funnie ritex??

hahs.. kekez

ehh todae i saw initial D le

i noe veri slow le coz its over

but i saw it at de vcd shop

stand there for wad like hours?

juz to watch it

lols den de salesman kept starin at us

wahahahs

ah yan signin off le...

♥ YAN Blogged @

9:25 AM

♥ Saturday, August 20, 2005

bad mood?!?

no lahs its juz shock!

haish.. todae mie mum giv us a shock..

we go eat breakfast mahs

den we walkin to de car..

she walkin de last wan

den suddenli she call mi n mie sis

den we turn around

shocked.. stunned

she was all white n so green..

mie sis n i rushed to her

n hold to her

she felt like ice cold..

den she suddenli stumble

she cant even stand properly

den we cant hold her too

coz she slippin on to de floor

den we shouted to our bro

den he rushed n carry her

but he oso like cant carry her for long

she like goin to kneel down le

faintin...

den i went to de car n shouted daddi!! mummi faintin!!

den he rushed to her

n carry her to de car

wad a shockin experience

was like stunned until dono wad to do

mie muumi sit in de car

while all of us question her

but she cant even ans us..

she juz closed her eyes

her expression was so painful

whoa scare us sia..

den after tat she finalli opened her eyes n tok to us

she dun even noe she fainted

hahs

den after tat i went wif her to work

she todae goin to de comunity centre

den i went wif her lors

to look after her

hahs den its was like a bit fun

but oso borin too

coz can c lots of k1,k2 kids

dey r so cute!!!

lurb dem all!
hahs den i juz sit there watch dem perform

as in dance..

quite nice n fun

c dem dance was so cute

but when de whole thing is repeated..

so sianx n borin

but can listen to songs like

Jolin's ai qing 36 ji

Cyndi's ai ni

...

gt alot lahs

4gt le.. lols

kekez

ah yan signin off le...

♥ YAN Blogged @

9:06 PM

♥

.yuppieez.*

hehez mi ok le!?!

shld b bahs..

wahahahs!

after tokin to huda bout all mie sweet memories wif *zz*..

den suddenli felt veri happiee

n not sad le..

lols~*

coz like felt even though i cant b wif him..

i still hav lots of memories to keep in mie heart 4eva

yeahs!

dey r so sweet!!!

hahas...

even though carrot may hav lots more memories..

coz she closer mahs

i dun care..

n i dun mind too

lols~*

coz i kan kai le

lalala~*

hahahs..

i juz wan him to b happiee

den i will happiee too

oh yahs i still luv him..

yeahs..

realli...

but i nv tink of tryin to seperate dem

coz its his choice after all

yahs..

but carrot is still starin at mi!!!

arghs! wth did i do to her???

blehx! stare stare stare...

veri nice to stare izzit??

huff!

oh yahs hors

todae went to buy michelle's bdae present

den saw *zz* at tm too

he's not wif carrot..

den it was like so wad...

so uncomfortable?!?

yahs like so qiao

everitime i look over den he oso de same time look over

den was like so pai seh

quickli change direction

hahs den was like so angri wif him

y did he wanna look over at de same time as mi

haish...

dun wanna po huai dem

so like dun wanna him to noe mi lookin mahs

hmm...

erms..

nxt mon we goin to tk back bio test le lehs

arghs

mi sureli fail de

plz wish mi luck!!!

hahs

coz de nutrition wan i realli did veri badli

huff!

den sumore dey say wad

our class gt 1 fail

arghs! mi goin to die le

i tink its mi!!!
how?!?

arghs..

goin to prepare mie funeral on mon

wahahas!

ehh cant say tat now

coz 7th mth

lols!!

kekez.. go do cme nppa le

ah yan signin off le...

♥ YAN Blogged @

12:04 PM

♥ Thursday, August 18, 2005

haish...

so long nv touched mie blog le..

so manie thigns happened nwadays

sumore its suddenli wan

arghs... shou bu liao le

how?!?

plz help mi..

hiash..

mi gt lots of things to xuan bu~*

hahs..

1st is...

*zhu zhu* zheng shi stead wif #carrot# le

arghs! wth?!?

is real lors!!!
omg! cant believe sia..

is selena told mi wan...

dey oreadi 17 days le lehs!!!

u noe wad? after i noe...

den i cried u noe..

haish.. sobx...

so sad lehs..

den sumore hors he pian pian

at tat moment appear infront of mi!?!
arghs!!! huff!

so angri u noe?

den of cux he saw mi cryin lahs

haish...

at tat moment i felt like takin a knife

n stabbin him!!!

realli!

wahahas!

den it was like shi jie mo ri...

haish..

so manie ppl an wei mi

ask mi dun cry

he dun deserved mi to cry for him...

sobx...

den i realised sumtink..

tat made mi real angri..

de phrase thingy st his profile hors

is after dey stead den put de

wth?? stead le den still put mei you yong qi biao bai

wad de...

nv felt so angri b4 u noe

huff!

heng after tat badminton..

we painted de court den all mie angryness

fa xie at de paintings

hahas!

den 2nd thing is...

mie dad is realli siaox arhs..

ystdy scold mi n mie mum

for wad lettin mi choose wad i wan eat n wad i dun wan eat

wad de...

his business arhs?? huh?

acctualli its not juz like tat wan de..

still gt more but dun felt like puttin here...

huff!

hmm...

now write out le

feelin better

oh yahs ying ting todae say..

a real guy hu is worth u to cry for him

does not let u cry for him

so its not worth it to cry for him...

blehx!

i ystdy occupied miself

wif writin geog notes juz to not

tink of him den cry again...

yeas...

haish..

den todae carrot diao mi lors

wad de..

wad did i do sia...

nv even tink of tryin to po huai her n zz ritex

blehx!

stop starin at mi hors!!

arghs!

den everitime she walk pass mi

den dolyce will ask mi not to look

n ying ting will cover mie eyes

huff!

kekez gtg le

ah yan signin off le...

♥ YAN Blogged @

11:07 AM

♥ Tuesday, August 16, 2005

xin xin~*

tada!

mi=xin xin

mi=purple#006

yeahs

nt baiwawa le lols

hahs but nw mie jie call mi baiwawa

todae saw hu's *xzz* de stead de

im shocked..

kiez i noe im too...

dono how to say

kekez 4gt it..

hmm...

dun wan him to stay in mie heart le

blehx!

shoo! go away!

tryin to remove him frm mie heart lors..

hahs! kekez..

mayb...

i still hav *zz*...

but tink its impossible

he gt #carrot# le mahs

haish..

hahs mi nowades

everitime he walk pass..

i like saw him saw mi

den quickli lie mie head down on table

in de opposite direction

hahs!

den another time is he walk pass den

act like angri

lols!

later he tot i angri wif him sia

hahas!

oh yahs mi todae left out

huff!!!

haish..

lols~*

ah yan signin off le...

♥ YAN Blogged @

10:57 AM

♥ Sunday, August 14, 2005

hahas!~*

juz nw online den moi jie send mi a "virus"

she usin her laptop i usin dad's laptop mahs

wahahas~*

scared mi sia

realli tot its REAl VIRUS arhs

hahas

den she tell mi is nt real de

its fake de

sumore can save it down as emoticons

den can go send to other ppl

n scare dem too

lols~*

acctualli tats nt moi 1st time receivin tat lehs

last time denise sent mi once

den tot real wan

so shocked n immediateli

offline n restart comp

den go do norton anitivirus check

lols~*

den online again

she nv told mi is fake wan mahs

so still dunoe till nw

hahas.. fun sia

den nw kept goin round sendin ppl

tat "virus" lors

wahahas

den todae acctualli cumin moi house de hist proj de

but den suddenli dey say wanna go out do

wif ying ting dey all

so in de end...

i found n printed pix on WWII

den passed it to cynthia

den she go meet dem

n do ot there[i dono where]

hahs~*

hmm...

den cynthia called agin say wad

nt enuf pix...

coz doin on A3 paper mahs

den do overlappin too

den nt enuf pix to fill up de space

so goin to look for more n print it again

den mon go paste

tada~*

den juz now go friendster

den saw lots of *zz* pix at his fren de profile

hahas!

haizz tis wk wed nv go skool or else can c him at lib

lols! kekez

later too obvious le

hahs! aniwae moi jie say she can save a pix tat hav *zz*

coz her skool de webite gt put up mahs

den she say giv mi...

to upload for him at friendster

wad de...

i rejected coz later he tot i saiox arhs

an lian him till go collect his photos

wahahas! funnie ritex

den we "argued" as in

quarrelled in msn

hahs ...

she say it wont b obvious n he wont tink im siaox

coz like tis we will hav sumtink to tok

i say it will b veri obvious den he will tink i siaox

hahs sumore he seldom online de

so how to tok lols!

ah yan signin off le...

♥ YAN Blogged @

7:08 AM

♥ Saturday, August 13, 2005

loopies!

haizz.. so sianx

ystdy nv blogged coz cant use comp

arghs everibodi oso usin how can i use...

todae... den knew de superstar de results

yea.. Derrick n Silver is out...

haizz so sad.. Derrick is out u noe?!?

haizz.. y?!?

he cried till so sad..

so mani ppl cried for him too..

tot Kelvin will b de one to out

dono y lehs

but Derrick hav more fans den kelvin lors

dono y he still out

arghs.. lots of ppl say..

dey purposeli wan Kelvin to in

coz dey wan higher rate of ppl watchin it

wad de... haizz juz bcoz of de rate

oh yahs...

mi hope tat Jun Yang will win de overall champion

yea.. he de onli one hu has de real skills+looks+overall

for a superstar...

Kelly is quite ok de..

but still hoped Jun Yang will win it

juz hoped tat Kelly will win Sin Huey tats all

hahas.. hmm...

so sianx..

hey.. todae meet put wif pri skool frenz

iris+mei xin

yea.. went tm shop

go buy iris bdae present..

den go tk neoprint

hahs 1st wan was a disaster..

lols.. dey kept complainin its so ulgy

blahs blahs...

den go tk once more hahs

too rich le huh... lols

den tis time round better nicer

hahas.. den mi suddenli feel sick..

felt like vomitin

den we go cs's 2nd floor toilet

go sit n rest

den go shop again

den suddenli felt like vomitin immediateli

den rush to toilet again

blurghs! all cum out

i mean all moi luch at long john came out

yucks! disgustin urghs

hahs den felt ok le..

finalli

den we go sit at bus interchange rest n tok

coz dey complain legs tired

so sat down tok bout ghost stories

lame topic ritex

den we suddenli felt so eerie n scary...

coz iris's hp suddenli siaox le

she locked her hp

but it kept unlockin by itself w/o anibodi touchin it

den she tried lockin again lots of time

it unlock again

so scary... its supposed to lock by itself

but it turns round by unlockin

... ... ...

den i tried..

ok lehs.. nthin wrong

ok mahs it wont unlock

den tot ok le

iris go lock again

but...

it happened again!

unlocks itself..

den meixin tried it oso unlock itself

wth... y dey do unlock den i do lock

scary sia...

wahahhas

den she off n on her hp

den ok le

phew finalli...

hahs tot wad..

den i suddenli like saw a guy looked like our pri skool fren

den we gav chased

but de guy's side n back view does nt look like lehs

onli front view

den veri funnie sia

a guy in pink wan standin there den we suddenli rushed up

he tot we siaox wanna jio him or wad

den he scared.. he quickli walk to another side

wahahhas we were acctualli tryin to keep up wif de "pri skool guy"

hahs in de end

we lost track of him

den after tat we went home

den on de bus

iris msg mi say wad..

de guy in pink acctualli took same bus as her

hahahs! den later he tot she geng zhong her

lols funnie sia

kekez gtg le

ah yan signin off le...

♥ YAN Blogged @

11:54 AM

♥ Wednesday, August 10, 2005

omg!!!~*

i dun believe it!!!

wahahas mi siaox le!

here goes de results of de superstar

whoch i took frm de friendster superstar supporter acct de

if wrong dun blame hahs!

Kelvin(WeiLian) gt *39.5*

JunYang gt *38*

Derrick(WeiJian) gt *35.5*

Kelvin's marks so high ritex?!?

u noe wad?!? he gt de highest u noe?!?

can u believe it?!? oso dunoe if real nt hahs

Silver(ZiHui) gt either *32.5*/*28.5*

Sin Huey(XinHui) gt either *28.5*/*32.5*

Kelly(JiaLi) gt *42*

wahahas! Kelly is still de highest! lols

i tink Xin Hui gt 32.5 den Silver gt 28.5 bahs

coz Xin Hui is better den Silver mahs

so tada~*

shocked mahs? hahas

mi shocked sia when saw tat Kelvin acctualli gt higher den JunYang nehs

lols funnie sia

aniwae tml we gt to noe if true nt lors hahs

oh yahs todae is national dae!

Happiee Bdae S'pore!!!

wahahas~*

de ndp was quite gd de

mi of cuz nv go padang watch nahs

stayed at home watch de live on tv yea

hahas~* de sartin was so sianx sia

felt like goin to sleep hahs

aniwae de bez part wad de fireworks!!!

yeahs! dey were so beautiful lors

yahs definiteli

so nice! whoa!

den suddenli regret nv go there c de real life fireworks

hahas!

aniwae b4 tat todae our famili went White Sands

shoppin.. yahs we go eat Swensons

den moi dad kept criticisin de services there sia

sayin wad.. Jack's Place was better n so on..

hahs aniwae.. its realli true lehs

mayb Tamp there de Swensons is better bahs

coz here de White Sands wan realli is quite bad de yahs

den after tat go Tamp collect de fun packs

in total we collected 6 fun packs sia

so mani...

inside de things ok lahs hahas

wad i like inside wad de H2O n crackers n "hp"

de hp is acctualli de torch lahs de...

obviousli... its free.. how can b real hp nehs

hahas lame sia

aniwae toade feelin quite gd de

sumore tml no nid go skool

even better lors hahs

by de way...

mi now still readin de Harry Potter n De Half-BloodPrince

hahas nice sia so interestin

once start readin..

not b able to put it down.. realli..

niwae... there's lots of romance in tis story yahs

Harry started to like Ginny...

but Ginny n Dean..

Ron n Hermione in between gt sumtink

but Ron n Lavender...

hahas dun say till so obvious later u all noe de story

den nt fun le yea

im towards quite de end le

so hopin to find more surprises at de endin yea

ah yan signin off le...

♥ YAN Blogged @

12:30 PM

♥ Monday, August 08, 2005

>hahas!! =D

todae at skool quite fun de

yahs..

todae is national dae eve mahs

den our skool celebratin lors

wear de red t-shirt

den mi reach skool de time get a shock out of moi life

hahs coz all tables vanished

den mi dono wan go where..

den walk to de end den saw baidura's fren

den she say hi to mi

den saw tat she cut short her hair hahs

seh ct short nicer sia

yahs..

den i walk to toilet alone!!!

alone u noe...

when its de 7th month hahs

kekez lahs nthin happened acctualli

den cum out frm de toilet saw joanna

den she ask mi go tk st john's rm de key wif her

den go find teacher den

i saw michelle n shi ping

den go put up our class de stall's posters

den saw mr lai he help us put up too

den bell ring nid go pri skool to assmeble le

we go den acttualli we sittin in de front de

but i noe tat *zz* will sureli nt sit so front de

so pull dem go sit quite back bahs

or izzit in de middle

hahs den finalli saw him le

after we sit down..

i ask moi fren help mi c where he's sittin

den she say whoa u so lucki man!
hahs he acctualli sittin juz beside beside mi

tats mean there's juz another person in between us

hahas! so happie sia!!!(",)

lols...den after tat go hall to our stall

den we start sprayin lors

fun sia all colours start to cum out lols

den go down canteen

to his class de stall but he nt there haizz

den go up again

den saw *xzz*...bleahs

den go our stall den saw xzz there

i saw he n his fren acctualli wan to STEAL a can of our hair spray de

arghs.. is tat realli him?!?

omg... shocked sia

he realli tat bad nehs...haizz

but den in de end dey nv steal lahs

his fren put it back

his fren so gd sia nt like him bleahs

den finalli saw *zz* but den he walk a while den walk off le

hahs...den when goin home de time saw both *zz* n *xzz* b4 goin home hahs...

ah yan signin off le...

♥ YAN Blogged @

5:56 AM

♥ Sunday, August 07, 2005

lurb.. lurb.. lurb~*

sumtimes... i lurb u..

sumtimes... i miss u..

sumtimes... i hate u..

lots of emotions r brewin inside moi heart..

everitime i saw u n her..

i felt like cryin..

but i force moiself 2 b strong..

not to cry...

haizz..

wad shld i do?!?

hav moi fantasy dream ended juz lyke tat??

shld i juz walk away..

or cont moi final fantasy dream??

i tried to tell moiself tat

moi fantasy dream nv ends...

it goes on 4eva n eva..

but its no use...

haizz..

ah yan signin off le...

♥ YAN Blogged @

4:44 AM

♥ Saturday, August 06, 2005

finalli arhs..

finalli bio test is over!!!

yeahs! yipee! wahahas!

so happiee! (",)

lols.. tis digestion test is better lehs

hav more confidence den de nutrition wan

yepz.. tis wan most i noe how to do..

do until so shuang..yahs

but de nutrition wan arhs

prepare for dead lahs..

did so badli.. lots dono anihow fill in hahas

coz mr hafiz dun let us leave blank lo

tada!* aniwae its over...

wahahs! enjoyin all i can now! yepz

haizz todae after skool stay back do de market dae posters again

yahs haben finish haizz

den... go c *xzz*..

but... ...

dolyce gav him de dengue fever thingy

n ask him not to throw away

but he juz crush de paper infront of us!!!

omg!!! realli attitude sia!

no wonder kena slapped by ms ee...

cant c tat he hav an attitude lehs

tot he okiez okiez de

but turned out to b so bad...

haizz.. bleahs!

oh yahs.. todae nv saw *zz* at all nehs

so sad...sobx

haizz..

so tml still meetin out to finish up de posters

hoped by tml cen finalli finish it yahs

aniwae...

on mon ritex

i tot of dedicatin Sly's Suo Yi to *zz*

n Xiao Zhu's Xiao Chou Yu to *xzz*[shld i]

shld i... dedicate de song to him after wad happened todae

aniwae tis de 1st time i c him attitude sia

shocked u noe...

hav heard stories frm moi frenz b4 but dun believe mahs

haizz... so shld i?!?

arghs... mon den decide..

wahahas!so rich arhs huh?

wan dedicate so mani songs..

1 song $1 nehs..hahs!

hmm...

ah yan signin off le...

♥ YAN Blogged @

12:33 PM

♥ Thursday, August 04, 2005

arghs!!!

i now at de skool lib usin de comp

igo friendster den saw a bullentin board....

its posted by de project superstar supporters

it says wad.. sebastian n serene(dono hu??) [in de same skool as him de

wad de hell...

it says dey stead

n wad dey standin at de 4th floor n serene do sumtink veri disgustin de

arghs aiyah

sumtink veri disgustin de lahs

arghs!!! mi shoubu liao le

izzit true?!??!?

huh???

it ososays wad..

in sebastian's phone dey saw lots of

video showin de both of dem

doin de things

urghs! vomit!!!

how can it happen?!?

i wanna noe de truth!!!

he quite guai de mahs

not mehs???

acctualli moi 1st impression of him

is wad a ah beng!?!

but den after tat den i noe his character acctualli is not wad i tink de..

he veri fillial n good de

ritex????

so wad is all these crap bout him???

izzit realli true or juz crap???

or izzit juz a "er zhuo ju"[a bad joke]???

... ... ...

so angri u noe???

i voted for him so manii times lehs!!!

waste moi $$$ sia!!!

i felt like msgin de supporters acct

n ask dem if its true not...

shld i?!?

... ... ...

oh yahs.. todae finalli saw *zz* at tis place le

hahs! waited for so long sia..

wahahs! den dun dare goc #carrot# de friendster acct nehs..

how??? i wanna go read de testi written by *zz*

bleahs! =P

ah yan signin off le...

♥ YAN Blogged @

6:26 AM

♥ Wednesday, August 03, 2005

so sianx..

bleahs! haizz so borin sia

dono wad to do nehs

michelle's bdae cumin soon le..

im havin a real hard time in decidin a bdae present for her

hahas! aniwae..

...

i.h.c

i hate #carrot# !!!

as in not de vege carrot..

is sumbodi i named #carrot#

wahahas! aniwae i oso acctualli hate eatin carrots wad

lols! crap sia...

todae saw #carrot# lots of times..

felt like vomitin all de way lo

hahas! oh yahs

after skool oso saw #carrot# wif *zhuzhu*

bleahs...

heng i nv cry tis time arhs..

haizz.. im learin to b strong le

yeahs! hehez!

arghs!!!

ah yan signin off le...

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♥ Monday, August 01, 2005

hmm...

arghs.. dono wad to bog nehs..

erms.. so sianx

dono how to let time pass sia

if i can cum out of tis cooped house

haizz...

at least ystdy i gt out of it

n had a great dae! yeahs!

hahas... todae was realli so sianx lors

done all moi skool preparation thingy le

iron moi skool uni

clean moi shoes

n slept for an hour le..

hmm... realli bored to tears sia

studii alittle bit on bio onlii

nt in de mood to studii sia

den sumore tue is de test le

bleahs.. hate bio tests!! =P

haizz...

scared fail it lehs

arghs... 4gt it

loops! tml can eat michelle's ji dan gao!!

yippe! yeahs! hahs!

lols! ystdy's thingy still on moi mind

hahas! de whole thingy still reanacts in moi mind

oh yahs! ystdy nitex dreamed of it being Sebastian sia!!!

wahahah! unbelievable ritex! lols

ah yan signin off le...

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