MEMORIES <#3

♥ Monday, September 26, 2005

erms.. hey everibodi!!!

tis will b be last blog till end of exams le

tink so lahs..

acctualli is not mie dad ban mi again le..

is i force mieself to not touch de comp after all exams r over

yahs.. juz like tat...

so sry arhs.. for those ppl hu read mie blog de

u wont b readin anithin new till mid-oct lors

bcoz i suddenli felt tat i veri slack nowadays

den exams r onli nxt nxt wk lehs

i still haben prepare n revise for any of de subj

den panicked all of a sudden

hahas! mayb coz im nowadays too pressurized by mie parents

acctualli is not onli mie dad mie mum too

oh yahs.. did i blog bout de strange thingys before???

erms.. tink not...

its like got 1 nite not long ago...

i was lying on mie bed tryin to sleep

but i haben fall asleep yet

den suddenli mie whole body cramped n there was no feelin at all

i cant move an inch..

den i felt tat i was shiverin a little

felt dizzy n tink lots of things in mie head suddenli

i cant open mie eyes...

n de scary part was tat...

i suddenli saw a shadow...

a figure infront of mie..

it kept movin left rite left rite infront of mie

i tried to open mie eyes but i cant

den i felt veri scared

coz there's onli mi in de bedroom

mie sis still haben cum in

it lasted for 15 mins?

tink so bahs..

after it wears off...

i can open mie eyes le.. but

dun dare lehs.. scared c sumtink..

so i nv open them till mie sis came in

she switched on de lights den i open

there's nothin there...

so.. dunnoe wads it all about...

still broodin all bout it..

den nxt mornin told mie mum bout it

n she put lots of things in mie room

things tat she say can ward off those things

n keep mi safe n protect mi

but... ...

it happened again not long...

tis time round its more like a dream..

i dream tat i can open mie eyes tis time round

n i suddenli realised tat i was hangin in mid-air!?!

n floatin down slowli back to mie bed!?!?!

omg! when i saw tat..

i was so shocked tat mie heart nearli jump out!!!

i immediateli force open mie eyes

but eveithin is back to normal le

im still on mie bed..

wth???

i realli dunoe wads all tat about...

n mie gor say its juz tat u r too stressed up wif testsn exams bahs

so u imaginin things..

but mie sis's fren say tat its a tat thing lying n pressin on u!?!

omg!!! u shld noe wad tat thing im tokin bout...

den i of cuz got a shock out of mie life lahs

i ask her how she noe

she say her mum can c those things n she got tat experience before too

n she saw de thing lying on her n pressin her

arghs!!!

i realli dono if i believe tis not...

mayb im goin bonkers le

mad

crazy

siaox

sen jing bing

feng zi

arghs!

there's 3 possiblities now

1st: im gettin depression [yu1 yu4 zheng4]

2nd: im gettin mental probs [sen2 jing1 bing4]

3rd: its realli tat thing lors..

realli dunnoe lahs..

aiyahs.. forget it...

dun wan tink bout it le

even though its been botherin mi since it happened till now

tryin hard to not brood bout it..

ah yan signin off le...

i onli wan 1 of ur 'if' thing[ru guo de shi]~*

♥ YAN Blogged @

1:16 PM

♥ Sunday, September 25, 2005

hmms.. todae was so borin..

cooped up in de house except for..

juz now went tm wif mie famili

at home can onli studi.. do housewrk..

arghs... sianz..

den sleep can onli 'lie' down for 1 hrs..

wth.. 1 hrs where gt enuf?!?

its like u lie down for a while den u hav to wake up le

den sleep for wad..

huff!!!

den muz everitime practice maths.. maths.. maths..

MATHS!!! arghs! had enuf of maths!?!

acctualli is not tat i hate maths..

but is dey make until i hate it

understand???

so mani tests nxt wk...

eng oral nxt mon

hist test nxt tue

geog test nxt wed

its like continous.. nv endin...

den after tat de end-of-yr exams

r cumin soon... around oct...

haish.. how m i goin to live thru all these???

hey suddenli realise tat tis yr 2005...

pass veri fast nehs..

its goin to b end-of-yr le

den after tat its de hols!!!

den its a brand new yr again

2006 ...

shivers! 2006 is a horrible n fearful yr

u noe y???

coz its our o'levels!!!

hey y m i tokin bout de o's in de nxt yr

when im now still livin in tis 2005 yr?

erms.. forget it...

ah yan signin off le...

tinkin of u everi dae everi nite..do u noe tat?~*

♥ YAN Blogged @

12:21 PM

♥ Saturday, September 24, 2005

haiyoh arhs.. like tis big enuf le mahs?!?

hahas! complain mie words too small..

veri hard to read.. so now how izzit?

todae saw him again at cs..

again.. last wk saw tis wk oso..

at 1st tot wont c him wan

den he suddenli pop up juz beside mi

while im busy tearin off de price tag of sumtink

den suddenli realise a guy in our skool uni

is juz standin beside mi...

so kong bu.. scary sia...

den c n tink a bit like him lehs

den dun dare say anithin

pass liao den mie fren tell mi is him!?!

arghs... sumore its at cs again

den quite [happiee] de lors..

but den after i bought finish de japan dumplings

acctualli is sumtink like sotong ball lahs

den quickli rush up again

hopin to c him.. but he disappear into thin air le

haish.. so [sad]..

hmms... ehh i veri slow lehs..

suddenli felt so old-dated hahas

coz i onli juz realised tat friendster profile can put songs liao

juz like blog like tis.. hahs!

den i wan put but dono how

den tink of de blog song

n copy de format of de link

den put de link there lors

after tat go test try listen..

yeahs! can liao! so [happiee]!

but den moi fren say cant hear a thing!?!

onli mie comp can listen hahs

oso dunoe y...

den [sad] again lors..

bai huan xi yi chang...

wahahahas!

dunnoe y todae's feelings n mood so strange wan

frm happiee den sad

frm sad den happiee

den reverse again..

bai chi... stoopid!!!

hmms... juz now watched alittle bit of wang zi bian qing wa

funnie sia... i like qiao en lots!

so pretty n she act so gd...

not like xiao qiao..

onli act qiao..

hahas! kk...

concluded tat if ming dao compared to shao wei

is of cuz ming dao more shuai

but if compared to other ppl...

both oso not shuai

hahahas! realli! lots of ppl oso like tis say..

ah yan signin off le...

u will noe mie feelings sum dae~*

♥ YAN Blogged @

12:56 PM

♥ Monday, September 19, 2005

tinkz~* tada!

hmmss....

juz now went to spore expo

de exhibition..

wads tt called???

erms.. experience n enjoy de world

izzit?? dono lahs no sure

hahs.. kk

its like a tour round de whole world

great ritex?!?

for sumbodi like mi hu didnt get to go to other countries

wahahaas!

its like so real sia..

de great wall of china..

de great wall ritex look quite real

except for de part tt all kids

even climb up de wall too

as in not de stairs of de great wall

de wall itself..

den de parents panic kept callin n scoldin dem

ask dem not to climb there

hahahas!

mount everest..

gt a thick forest n

a small minature movin train

movin round it

hahs so fun!

still gt wad arhs..

sahara desert...

gt catus everiwhere

n its so green

as if mie eyes suddenli gt prob like tat

sudddenli turn green...

egypt..

dey gt de pyramid n de mummy in a dark enclosure

den tis part veri funni

i scared mie sis

by sayin tt later tis coffin opens up

den u noe arhs

wahaahhas

den she so scared sia

lols.. juz den a mummy came into view in another coffin

den mie sis nearli fainted

LOLS!!! =D

den still gt moscow..

dey gt cowns there

new zealand...

blahs blahs blahs...

gt alot lahs

juz as i said.. its like

holidayin round de whole world..

great ritex!

its so fun!!! hahas!

den its like u can take photos by

standin infront of de big big "background"

den in de pix.. it will look like

as if u were in de real place

good hors...

den kept saw lots of mie mum's colleges..

den veri troublesome

coz hav to keep greetin dem

den smile smile...

coz tis exhibition tickets r given by mie mum's company mahs

so sure gt lots of her colleges n families go wan mahs

hmmmss...

den its like tat lors..

ah yan signin off le...

i still cant forget u~*

♥ YAN Blogged @

12:46 PM

♥ Sunday, September 18, 2005

hmms... ...

erms si ying.. i still haben blog finish tt time

so u dun understand..

i mean.. i owaes said i dun like him le

coz i forgot him le..

but i now den realise tt...

i still like him

acctualli im lyin to mieself all tis while

so its like..

now veri confusin

coz last fri.. i saw him at cs

den when i act as though i nv saw him at all

he kept lookin at mi as if to say hi

but i nv look at him so he cant

when i walk pass him

mie fren said she saw him look at mi

den i veri happiee

den i tk bus home saw him at bustop

but i alight at nxt bustop mahs

den i ran all de way

hopin tt i may meet him

but when i reached there..

dere's nobody in sight..

haish.. den veri sad.. sobx

hahs kk..

den i evening online

saw him online too...

den i saw his d.p.

tt's when i felt veri angri n sad...

bcoz dere's sumtink in his d.p.

cant say too much here..

coz later too obvious

den carrot will be after mi again

she owaes diao mi for nthin de

so fed up.. so mani times le lors

nt onli one time is mani!!!

arghs! forget it..

giv face to her bcoz of him

c i so gd...

or else if not bocz oof him hors..

nxt time de person diao wan

is not her le...

wahahas!

kk... haish...

sad+angri+depressed+agitated

huff!!!

ah yan signin off le...

juz wanna b wif u~*

♥ YAN Blogged @

12:34 PM

♥ Saturday, September 17, 2005

huff! mao4 yan1!!!

~~~~~

did u c it?!?

smoke is cumin out of mie head.. =X

feng diaos le lahs

arghs!!!

im angri n sad ritex now again..

AGAIN..

AGAIN...

y again?

coz i realise i acctualli..

cant so easily forget him

shi ping u r ritex..

i realli cant forget bout him

yahs.. there's still a little bit

of him inside mi..

coz of all de memories we had..

now wad??

dey r goin to huant mi again..

den i will b cryin all over again!!!

im back to de weak mi

cry when i saw u wif her..

how???

how m i goin to live on

like tis???

u tell mi!!!

arghs!

do u noe tt i still care for u~*

♥ YAN Blogged @

1:03 PM

♥ Monday, September 12, 2005

sianz lors... *sighs*

tml skool reopens le..

den nid wake up so earli again

den go skool 1st thing is...

common test lors

huff! borin...

haben study finish all lehs

but tml is eng mahs

dun nid study de

but hav to pray hard too

to get gd results for it

or else im dead....

haish.. kk foget it

dunnoe wad to write le...

erms.. hmms..

its sooo borin...

sianx...

arghs! shou bu liao le lahs

HEY!!!

i juz realised tat i wont b seein

Sebastian n Derrick

at de Jue Dui Da Wan Jia

de variety show tat

de 1o superstars hosts

arhs!!! mi tot tat could c dem again

n hear dem sing again...

but hu noes..

can onli c Jun Yang onli

coz Sebastian is not choosen for de 1o

so he cant

den Derrick is now in NS le

so he cant too

sobx!!! ;'(

i noe gt...

for gurls lahs:-

Sin Huey; Silver; Candyce; Chanel n a gal forgot hu liao

for guys:-

Jun Yang; Leon; William; Jason n Suglianto[izzit like tis spelt?!?]

haish...

so confirm dun hav

Sebast n Derrick le lors

so sad...

ah yan signin off le...

wishin for u~*

♥ YAN Blogged @

11:50 AM

♥ Sunday, September 11, 2005

finalli!!! yeahs!

im done!!! successfulli changed mie blogskin le

loopies doopies doo!!!

hahahahas!

hao bu rong yi lehs...

lols!!!

tis mie 3rd try liao

den finalli its ok le

1st n 2nd wan cant navigate

so change again lors

so now here is it...

lols..

still haben finish editing template

so brushin up nxt time again

hehez..

ah yan signin off le...

luvin.u~*

♥ YAN Blogged @

7:01 AM

♥ Saturday, September 10, 2005

Juz changed mie blogskin..

bcoz yingting kept askin mi to do so

haben finish up..

no time to finish editin de template

so mayb hav to wait till another day

dunnoe tml can not

hmms...

nice nots???

oso dunnoe if work not..

1st time change mieself nehs!!!

hehez last time is siying help mi wan

lalala~*

hope it turns out ritex..

kk.. gtg le

ah yan signin off le...

tinking of u~*

♥ YAN Blogged @

12:00 PM

♥ Thursday, September 08, 2005

sianx.. todae is thur le lehs..

sho fast de. y hols owaes fly so fast de.

haish.. den tml fri den sat sun...

den muz go back skool le

den still gt common test to

'welcum' us back hors

still haben started studyin lehs

too lazy lahs..

cant blame lols

hehez... =P

ystdy's maths lessons r so tiring!!

arghs! fed up wif maths le lahs

emaths: histograms makin mi siaox

amaths: cos+sin+tan graphs makin mi siaox too

arhhhs! feng diaox le!!!

yahs! too much maths makes one fed up!

was so angri wif drawin de histograms

huff!! coz i kept drawin wrongli

den hav to rub all n redraw!

if not den is dono how to draw de units/width

forget it! crap!

ystdy 8.30pm i automaticalli

switched on tv n sit there

u noe y???

coz used to de superstar show timing le

wahahas! den 4gt last wk oreadi finish le

veri funnie sia! lols

den suddenli realise dun hav superstar le

slow arhs mi???

hahas!

i missed de superstar show

it was so fun!

watchin dem singin

so nice...

den dun hav le.

i noe still gt wad ming xing ou xiang

but tat is for acting de

not singin...

i like to hear songs better

hmms..

i...

missed Sebastian~*

missed Derrick~*

missed Jun Yang~*

hiash.. cant c dem singin again le

ehh???

tot channel u said tat..

dey will open a variety show

specialli for de 24 finalists superstars

den dey can sing+host+interview singers

y dun hav arhs???

mayb still haven plan finish yet?

mayb.. hahs

hope realli will hav

oso hope tat it'll cum soon if hav

yea...

ah yan signin off le...

.missing.u.~*

♥ YAN Blogged @

12:03 AM

♥ Wednesday, September 07, 2005

nice nice !!!

whoa!!

de movie drink drank drunk

veri nice lehs

i went to watch wif miao ru todae.

yeps!! realli..

qian bei bu zui...

wu yan zhu acted as micheal

yang qian hua acted as xiao min

de story is not onli funnie

its oso veri touching!

there r lots of funnie jokes scenes

tats make us laugh till

stomach ache!

hahs.. kk..

den de ai qing part

is veri romantic

n when micheal left xiao min

its so sad..

esp de part when xiao min cry

i cried too hahs

de "tian tang" [heaven]

acctualli is tian tai [balcony]

he wrote wrongli wahahs

den veri lan man [romantic]

whoa~*

so sweet!!!

den in de end dey of cuz 2gether lahs

lols.. micheal acted as though he's drunk

but he's not

so xiao min believe wad he says

so touching!!!

arhs! mi so touched!

n happiee tat dey 2gether in de end!

hahas! kk..

ehh did i explain y i can blog..

hmms.. coz mie dad suddenli siaox le

he told mi cant everitime study study

will becum siaox de

i tink he more siaox lols

so in de end he let mi online for awhile

kk.. gtg le.

ah yan signin off le...

.loving.u.~*

♥ YAN Blogged @

9:53 AM

♥ Thursday, September 01, 2005

funnie fun fun~*

loopies doopies doo!!

wahahas!

so happiee todae

had a veri fun dae!

yeahs!!! =P

coz todae's teachers' dae!

here wishin all teachers a veri...

HaPpiEe TeAcHeRs DaE!!!

hahas..

tis is wad hapenned at skool..

1st at sec skool...

we had a party which is quite fun

den watched love miracle

[ai de qi ji]

idol drama film by j-stars*

yepz.. den everibodi was like glued to de screen

coz of de basketball thingy

den time for concert..

de bez part was our tamp idol

[Yao Wen] izzit like tis spelt?!? dono..

aniwae he sang lao shu ai da mi

so nice.. den lots of ppl sing along wif him

n wave hands like mad

den sum clap hands along de rythm

hahahs! fun!! lols..

den de concert dragged on for 20 mins

n after tat i still gt to find our classrm key

to go tk mie txbks home

arghs.. had a hard time findin hakim

den saw zz kept starin at mi

blehx! huff!

den finalli found hakim

den go classrm tk bks

den saw mie sis but she nv saw mi

den her frenz saw mi lols

den went home wif miao ru

i was runnin late...

den reached home rushed to change clothes

den realised 1 stoopid thing..

grrr....

i 4gt to return de class key!!!

arhs!!! how?!?

den quickli called shi ping

ask her how

den in de end say wad fri mornin de go return

hope de clerk wont scold mi

hahs! kk..

den rushed to pri skool bustop

oh yahs on de way

i saw mie dad in his car

den he honk mi

at 1st i tot wad hu honkin mi

den saw mie dad's car

wahahas!

den reached de bustop

argh!!! its so crowded wif pri skool kids

n dey were so noisy

kk.. i noe i was once like tat too

wth i tot i was runnin late..

den in de end i was 1st to reached there!!!

hahs! den saw kee han!

gt a shocked of mie life..

yahs practicalli stunned

lols! stared at him veri long..

hhas.. he changed lots lots

acctualli i noe he changed le

coz iris told mi le mahs

but den we were like cant able to

imagine how he changed to

den was told he joined gang?!?

den dey 1 by 1 arrived

iris veri chio orhs

wear mini skirt

den everibodi was lookin n starin at her

while she gt off de bus

lols! den she quickli pull mi to a corner

hahs.. funnie sia

we laugh n laugh n laughh..

den when everibodi arrived

we went into de skool

n went to de big big hall

hahs.. den saw lots of out frenz there

den we were like sayin wow!

almost all guys like..

bcum pai kia le

lols! =D

den saw *him*

he nv changed juz de same

hahas! acctualli wan say hi..

but like veri pai seh

coz tis yr nv giv him bdae present

lols den act nv saw him

hahs veri bad ritex mi?

kk.. den u noe wad???

i saw xzz too!!

wahahs! den he saw mi too

den we were like kept starin at each other

lols.. den still gt saw hu arhs?

erms.. oh yahs saw de other *him*

he nv gelled his hair le lols

hmms..

den still gt.. alvin!!

he changed lots too

everibodi shocked cant recognised him

i at 1st tot he nt our class wan

den y wif our grp

lols! den realised its him

when jia ying say so

hahas! kk..

den mdm norsham

giv us sum gd n bad news

nxt yr she wont b here animore

she changin to another skool le

haish.. nvm we still can go tat

skool find her wan ritex lols

den.. tis yr 3 deaths happened in her family

so sad.. haish

den tis fri she is representin de skool

to go istana meet de president!!!

whoa!!! so gd... hahs

den had a great time chattin among ourselves

den stoopid iris wad pullin mi to de toilet for dunnoe infinity times?

wahahs! toilet freak!

den went in comb comb den went out again

hahs! crap!

den saw siao lao shi oso

he cant rmbr our names lols

too long le

hahs!

den after tat i n iris went tm eat n tk neoprints

den went home lors

yeaps! fun fun fun!!!

ah yan signin off le...

♥ YAN Blogged @

12:14 PM